I still haven't done Day 2 of P90X. I did a Pilates session on Saturday and had class tonight. I skipped cycling yesterday to get my hair done after work. The problem I've been having is getting motivated again. I was on such a good streak the last month to better myself.....
Now that I'm sitting here thinking about it, I think work has been extremely difficult and frustrating lately. I don't like bringing work home but I feel like it's really affecting how I'm feeling in my personal life when I'm attempting new things. I don't want to feel the frustration of not being able to learn Italian as fast as I think I should, or disappoint myself when I don't keep up with my workouts on the schedule I planned. It's more like a guideline than actual rules..
Some coworkers tell me things in a degrading tone of voice, or ask me to do the same task numerous times like I've forgotten how to complete it. Working 8, sometimes more, hours in a day, that takes a lot out of you.
Boy, the above sounds really whiny for someone who was begging to have her job back. I'm just really stressed and need to get my butt in gear and start looking forward to going to work again. These past 3 weeks have been really draining and I just need to get past the frustration.
Speaking of work, I have an hour earlier start than normal tomorrow and I haven't even started the overhaul process of getting ready for bed.
"Up is down. Now that's just maddeningly unhelpful. Why are these things never clear?" ~ Cpt. Jack Sparrow Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End
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